- Shopping may be in order. For something very expensive. Like furniture. Or diamonds. (Not really)
- Or a vacation. A nice room in a quiet place. By myself.
- Maybe just a day in the city. A hair appointment. A coffee. A walk along the water. By myself.
- Maybe an art or craft project.
- Wine would be nice. So very nice. Alas.
- One thing I will begin this day is a freshening of the home. Open all the windows, strip all the bedclothes, wash all the pillows, sheets, towels and throws. Scrub away all traces.
- I need to get back into a good head space. Back to my old self. That nice person with an easy smile. She who I can barely remember. I hope it doesn’t take too long to find her.
I didn’t go to the airport. And I really did have meetings. Three of them. Honest! (Seriously. I really did.)
