October 6th, 2006

It has been an odd day. I forgot to take my loratadine last night, and spent the morning miserable with a gunked up throat. Dust mite allergy. Bah. I fumbled about in my desk and found some chlor-trimeton, which I know is strong for me, but I took it anyway. I then spent the day in a loopy fog, and felt short of breath all day. I came home a couple of hours early, with the intention of sleeping it off, but as usual, found other things to distract me. The effects of that dose didn’t wear off until 9 p.m., a full twelve hours after ingestion. Bah! The dizziness, anxiety, and shortness of breath were unsettling, and I don’t plan to take that stuff again. Ever.

I heard a knock at the front door. Odd. We never have visitors, and it’s late. A man holding a clipboard tried to explain to me that he was representing a charitable organization that is lobbying for health care improvements for low income people. Fine. I asked questions and he had lots of papers that he rifled through and spoke about, but they didn’t make much sense to me, so I asked more questions and tried to read the things he was pointing out. I asked if the organization was a 501(3)c, and he said yes, so I told him that I give at the office and I can look into designating it through my work contributions plan. He said he was collecting signatures and money, and I said I wouldn’t mind signing the petition, but I wasn’t prepared to give him any money. I barely finished the sentence and he whipped around and left, without even saying adieu. So. I wonder if he was working an elaborate scam, or if he was just tired, cold, and not in the mood to try to beg for donations from a penny pinching engineer. He left me a flyer that looks reasonably legit. The whole time he was standing there, I was trying to keep my son from going outside, and I had horrible visions of the stranger casing my home or nabbing my child. My gut feel was distrust and suspicion. And I am torn between feeling guilty and cheap, and feeling indignant for being treated rudely. Bah. To be able to discern honesty would be a very good thing.

Meanwhile, in other unrelated, or somewhat related news (related only because these things happened today), I wasted the entire evening fiddling with my blog. I found a swanky new theme and tested it on my hard drive, then implemented it on the server. Wouldn’t you know, the server implementation threw an error, and I am at a loss as to how to fix it. And I can’t put any further effort into it, because I am already racked with guilt over the time I’ve wasted. Racked Wracked Bah!

BAH I say.

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One Response to “on the art of discernment”

Miscellania Says:

I no longer feel guilt saying ADIOS to anybody selling or soliciting anything. And at 9 Come on! That’s an hour past reasonable.
We had the same thing happen a few months’ back. A guy ignored the No Soliciting sign. Said “I’m not selling anything.” I said “Are you going to ask me to sign anything or ask me for a contribution ” No answer. He started in on his schpeil. Like your caller, soliciting for signatures and donations for a save-the-planet cause. I said No money for donations and reached for the clipboard. He spun off the porch so fast he darn near left skid marks! I couldn’t believe it! Then I checked out the charity, and I couldn’t find anything on the internet. So, I called the Sheriff. They picked him up right away. He was not legit. When they asked why he knocked on doors with a No Soliciting sign, he said he didn’t understand what it meant! Yeah, right… So, Oldest made a sign that says NO SELLING THINGS! with a circle, a stick figure holding something in its hand, and a big line through it! It works — NOBODY knocks on the door anymore.
Our neighborhood has had a huge problem with this in the past. Now everyone has a no sliciting sign and calls the cops if someone is a pest.
Sorry about your efforts all for naught and that you were wracked with guilt.