It occurs to me that I am an emotional junkie.
Swimming in the music, flowing with the emotions of the music, channeling that artist’s emotions and the emotions of all the people who have been affected by the music, all that emotion flooding through me, washing through my everything. I just sob and sob as tears stream down my face, and sometimes smile in the exquisiteness of this beautiful flow, no matter how painful. Breathing deep, deep, measured breaths, tears roll down. This heals me.
I do this again and again and again. I can’t stop. I don’t want to stop. Feeling all the feels.
So I am an emotional junkie.
