April 28th, 2009

Children’s Hospital is a fantastic place.  It’s really quite incredible.  It’s like an art gallery with sculptures, murals, paintings, and mosaics.  It’s light and bright and cheerful and friendly.

sculpture garden entrance

sculpture garden entrance

They are very serious about security.  Everyone must wear a photo ID that is issued at the door.  There are several layers of reception and check-in/admitting.  While waiting for the actual appointment, one is given a pager.

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The lighting is stunning.  Art glass everywhere.

aquatic art glass ceiling fixtures

aquatic art glass ceiling fixtures

art glass wall sconce

art glass wall sconce

The floors are terrazzo with aquatic themed inlays.  There are fish and turtles and all manner of sea creatures everywhere you look.

walking with the turtles

walking with the turtles

Giant wall murals morph into etched glass walls.  Simply stunning.

20090428_15All this beauty to behold.  But it still doesn’t detract from the real beauty within those walls.  Children of all kinds.  Children with reasons to be there.  It’s almost too hard to think about, these children, and why they are here.

Why we are here.

probably the best baby in the universe

probably the best baby in the universe

He has a congenital spinal defect.

notched vertebrae

notched vertebrae

The vertebrae in the middle of the picture has a notch in it.  It’s underdeveloped.  If it doesn’t get a chance to fill out properly, the spinal cord could be damaged.  If it doesn’t grow properly, there may need to be surgery.  But it could resolve on its own.  That is my deepest hope.  He’s too small for a back brace to keep him rigid.  We’re told to discourage sitting.  He can be on his knees or his tummy or he can stand, but he has to avoid sitting.  He can only sit reclined, to keep the spine elongated.

less of this

less of this

We go back in three months for more x-rays.  The good news is the ultrasound showed his kidneys and bladder are all normal.  We will hope that the notch becomes less pronounced with time.  I want to avoid the MRI if at all possible.  The thought of general anesthesia for my infant makes me very sad.  So if his progress is good, we may be able to forego the MRI.  And surgery.

giant whale swimming through space

giant whale swimming through space

And we will spend very little time with the giant whales and sea creatures.

sea creatures everywhere

sea creatures everywhere

20090428_27It’s a beautiful place to visit.  It’s a more beautiful place to leave.

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13 Responses to “not for the faint of heart”

Stomper Girl Says:

Poor little Best Baby in the World. I really hope he grows out of it. And he looked like he was doing such excellent sitting too.

Blue Moon Girl Says:

If he’s anything like the Spud is then he would much rather be standing or working on crawling than sitting anyway!

I’m deeply hoping that he grows out of it to become a beautiful, running, walking, sitting grown up.

We will be thinking of your gorgeous boy and hoping for the best for him.

MsCellania Says:

Oh gosh, this must be very scary for you. Did they give suggestions, besides what to avoid (like sitting), for diet or supplements?
Praying he grows out of it, Sue. Your suspicions were right! Now you know, and you can help him get better. We’ve spent more than our fair share of time in Children’s. It IS the best place from which to exit with your child!

Aunty Evil Says:

Sending you best wishes for a good recovery for him!

And while I am here, I just have to say, could he GET any more gorgeous!!??

My Float Says:

The photo of you kissing him is absolutely gorgeous – and oh, doesn’t he just look like he gets lots of loving!

He looks indeed like the best baby in the universe. Lots of blessings your way.

suse Says:

Oh Sue. Sending lots of love and blessings and positive mantras your way. Fingers crossed he grows out of it himself naturally.

x

bec Says:

Thinking of you, lovely Sue and your beautiful baby (last seen here as a gorgeous bump).

xxxxx

babelbabe Says:

send him to my house for a bit (hey! You come too! : )) – no one is allowed to sit round here. it’s all walking/running/climbing ll the time. It’s downright exhausting!
Here’s hoping he’ll be fine and it will resolve easily.

and is it possible he’s gotten cuter since last i saw photos? Insane. LOVE those cheeks.

sueeeus Says:

Oh, thank you everyone! Your thoughts and words mean so much to me. 🙂

He’s such an excellent sitter, but luckily he loves to stand and to try to crawl. Once he’s crawling forward (he can only go backwards now), he’ll never want to sit anyway.

Yep, he has the BEST cheeks! They’re enormous and completely change the shape of his face when he smiles. How can you not want to nibble on them?!

Alby Mangroves Says:

Hey there fellow Mum Sue, I haven’t visited blogland in a while, and though I’m late reading it, this post makes me want to cry for you.. I’m so sorry you are having all this worry over your baby. I hope you never have to see those beautiful sea creatures again. Thinking of you and your little guy xx and sending all our best wishes for his natural and quick recovery.

h&b Says:

Oh!
Poor little bestest baby, and poor you !

But I know he will be fine. Just know it ( he’s too cute not to be! )

telfair Says:

He’s so beautiful, and you are such a good mom. You are handling this so well.

I know that he will be fine – I just feel it. And I will keep him fiercely in my best thoughts until that day.

Rae Says:

I’m amazed that you brought him in- I think I missed it, how did you figure it out? Poor little guy, I’m glad you have such a beautiful hospital to check things out in, and I hope you don’t have to go back!